I'm lost and to think that I'm already 18.
Friday, August 19, 2011 @ 2:23 AM | 0 comment(s)
before, there were so many things to do when I'll come of age but when I turned 18 last July, I missed a lot of things:
like to savor the days at the high school library
and didn't go to gimmicks with my classmates and friends
I missed a lot of things when I was a minor and I regret every single detail of it, wanting to be a young lady too fast or forced to act maturely at that time.
.. Now that I'm 18, I'm lost. I don't know what to do, heck I forgot what I wanted to do with my life. Everyday felt like I'm a failure and in addition to that, my health isn't in a good condition. Every single darn day, dad would always rant about me being like this and like that and right now, I don't know If I'll shift or not. eat or not, sleep or not. I'm really lost.
gosh.. I wish I was someone else...
like to savor the days at the high school library
and didn't go to gimmicks with my classmates and friends
I missed a lot of things when I was a minor and I regret every single detail of it, wanting to be a young lady too fast or forced to act maturely at that time.
.. Now that I'm 18, I'm lost. I don't know what to do, heck I forgot what I wanted to do with my life. Everyday felt like I'm a failure and in addition to that, my health isn't in a good condition. Every single darn day, dad would always rant about me being like this and like that and right now, I don't know If I'll shift or not. eat or not, sleep or not. I'm really lost.
gosh.. I wish I was someone else...
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