After 18, I wasted two months recovering a crazy illness and got lost... BUT now, I'm planning to enjoy my life. Many times my life was put into danger (you know.. I'm an accident prone person haha) and for me it's nothing but, for others especially my father would always tell me to be really careful. Many times I told my myself to be ready when I come of age and now I listed things to do while I'm still 18. Just for the heck of it.
I changed maybe only a little but I'm hoping to make it drastic, problem is it's kinda difficult. I'm planning a lot of things lately and right now, I'm kinda busy selling tickets for our project: Open Bar, my job is to sell tickets and to decorate the reception area, when the bar opens I become a waitress. It's only for a night but I'm hoping to juice out all my creative talents.. it's been a long time since I've done something different from my works. I usually do drawings, sketches, paintings, posters but now I expect myself being creative in another way.


I have a life and I don't want to waste it. For so long I want to be different but to be different is to put it into mind and do it. I want to change.. change for the better.