I have lots of friends.. but I'm gonna tell you about the two beautiful girls that I have been with ever since high school. Ditchi and Shobe, that's what I have been calling them ever since, they call me atchi which means “eldest sister” I'm born july, ditchi's october and shobe the youngest on november.

During our 18th birthdays, we were happy to be free from being a minor – and that means getting ourselves a cedula, license, voter's I.D and to drink alcohol. There are perks too like... getting ourselves into jail.

When we were still in high school, we were such goodie people and unfortunately in college, the three of us were too liberated because of our new environment but, don't worry, our studies always come first.

While I discover that being not a virgin is not an issue and drinking alcohol and partying is fun. What I've heard about those two is that they have their hubbies. At first, I was left out but moodsie my friend told me to be happy for them. Hey, at least they have someone to take care for them. I'm not always there for them, for the fact that I attended a different college and also because of our schedule. Also I have time to mingle with some of my new friends.


We do make an effort to see each other: I usually barge in at shobe's house and shobe and ditchi see each other in school, now that okon's gone I have to find some ways to see ditchi. I really miss her 'cause I rarely see her. We usually send each other group messages and seldom chat but they always chat with their boyfriends.. yeah a bestfriend has the right to be jealous too you know..hehehehe. :)

Last time we had that “Tres Marias” bonding was when we had our nails done; we're not that vain and I tell you honestly that's the latest trip to salon that I've ever been. We talk about our past memories, our new adventures and love life; Overstayed in a fastfood chain while munching french fries. Well, that was last semestreal break and we didn't bond each other during Christmas break.

I really miss them, and yes I'm spending every moment of my life hoping to see them before I go. Hey, I'm not dying. Even though there's no definite decision if I go into a different school, in a different place, I just wish to see them and be with them just like the old times.


Yes, I've been barging in shobe's house but we don't talk just like before, sometimes we just watch tv, or she plays with her laptop or mingling with her boyfriend and I, too lost to find a topic to share. I sometimes go over ditchi's profile and we text each other but ended up in one topic.. I too, lost words to reply back.


I don't know if it's my fault but I'm really trying to be with them as much as I can. I probably should treat those two baked spaghettis.. or bake them a cake then we'll eat it somewhere else. I terribly miss them.