The day after that, I went to the pizza restaurant to help them, they have a lot of guests and my only job there was to clean the dishes.

I got along with Martin and usually we were always seen together, he’s so friendly and we usually talk about anything. Sometimes he goes to the bar and I caught him smiling. Maybe they were right: Martin has a crush on me.

Last Night, when it was the last day of Faith and Marvie, me and Bea couldn’t imagine that we crossed roads at a local bar.

Sarah, Roinchi, Nino, Faith and Marvie persuaded us to drink a glass of Red Horse Stallion and afterwhich we interrogated Marvie about Martin.

Bea: tell me, who’s Martin’s crush?
Marvie: I’ll tell yah.


Later on at a fastfood chain, I told them about my observations of Martin: the way he looked at me, the way he grabbed my hand and caress it. And so they say, Martin has a crush on me. I was surprised yet feeling uneasy. I felt happy maybe, for the first time in my life I realize that maybe someone could like me just the way I am.

So during my duty at the Pizza bar, I try myself not to get obvious, but no matter what I do I find myself talking to him. I keep myself really busy: I wash the dishes and dry them and then I go back to the bar to help Miss Kim entertain the guests. Sometimes I couldn’t help myself but smile whenever Martin would say sweet lines but I always lie about what I feel about him.


Am I in-love? Nah. Just a normal admiration.