The first step to my so called “major transformation” is to get myself organized… not only emotionally, mentally, but also in my surroundings.

Which means that I should throw away unnecessary stuff and manage my clutter.

Such shame that I mostly do domestic housekeeping, but only the basic ones: laundry, sweeping, cleaning dishes, dusting.

But. Not. Organizing.

Piles of papers and magazines dominated the floor of my room, clean sheets were un-piled and un-arranged according to their categories. Drawers were stockpile of things that are unrecognizable. Unfortunately, I couldn’t say if my beauty products are only for display or for use also, garbage of wrappers of purchases and many more…

Especially my sentimental stuff ever since I am young.

First, I should make a scrapbook of my own, I keep lots of sentimental stuff; it’s best to collect all that reminds me of my young years and put them all in a box, hidden and would be discovered for the next decade…. Or decades.

Much, much better than seeing every single detail that reminds me of some nostalgic memory and then being emotional. I’d rather hope for the new memories and bright future.

Since I am a sentimental creature, this task would be very, very hard.

Wish me luck and I shall update you of my improvements.