Angst
Tuesday, October 30, 2012 @ 12:13 AM | 0 comment(s)
There’s nothing interesting about me for these past few weeks, so no storytelling and something random. Intramurals this year for me has been a big pain in the ass, for the fact that I joined a competition and all of my efforts are wasted. Wasted in a sense that all of my hard earned money are gone to waste just to procure my costumes and endless late-night practices that requires a full stomach and that means going to fast food chains to eat dinner. I feel so sorry for myself that I couldn’t enjoy the intramurals which was successfully supervised by the SSO and I could tell that their hard work really paid off. The student’s night was entertaining and I found myself yearning to sit near the stage, but settled on being an introvert. Moreover, it will be the best time for me to work on my tour script.

The tour guiding exam which is the infamous mock tour, has been on my worried mind for ages; after the competition, I became preoccupied and began to research more about the city’s past which is really hard because facts are boring and mainstream and I wanted it to be unique and intriguing. Good thing, Ma’am Glo’s got a book written by the fifth generation dude of the founding families. I came to realize that reading it, even holding it made me ecstatic about every single detail that I wanted to tell.

 Unfortunately, dad became sick which resulted into a major depression on me, I got really busy and found myself yearning to be free of this burden. Somehow, I still passed the mock tour, without my depression got in the way, but then a series of projects are needed to be done and all I could think of was to finish it and then go to my brother’s place during sembreak and forget everything. Fortunately, I finish all of my subjects and took all of my exams, but the I still have problems that needed to be solved: My lacking hours of duty as a student assistant and a remaining balance of my tuition fees which could be the sole reason of my economics grade to flunk and not be part of the dean’s list.

 Looks like I just have to bear with it.. and so this is the summary of my unfortunate events so far in my annoying life.

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